Chris and I got some really scary news today. My doctor called and said that my last sonogram came back irregular and that Hailey has an enlargement in her heart. I don't really know what that means but I know it can be really bad. I'm absolutely terrified  I never thought in a million years I could be so scared or feel so much pain in my heart. My grandma looked up some info on it and said that there were quit a few cases were they just got a bad angle and it made it look enlarged. I'm hoping and praying thats all it is but I can't help but feel scared shitless. Chris and I have been trying to have a baby for about 3 years now and I was pregnant twice before this and miscarried both times so for me Hailey is a mericle. I guess all I can do is hope for the best. The doctor also said she was measuring 2 weeks smaller than she should be. She's only 6 pounds 1 ounce. I'm not to worried about her being small because Chris was only 6 pounds 5 ounces but it still scares me a little that maybe she will have growth problems along with heart problems. Tomorrow I have to go to the hospital for a stress test so we can find out if I can have her vaginally or if I have to have a cesarean section. and a biophysical profile to measure her heart rate, muscle tone, movement, breathing, and the amount Amniotic fluid of  around her. Then on tuesday I have to go a perinatologist I'm not really sure what they will be doing there but that appointment will determine when I'll be induced.

I had a sorta funny day today. Me and Chris were on our way to my doctors appointment and there was a big diesel truck next to us and Chris didn't want to be in his blind spot so he sped up to pass him. When I looked up the driver was a towel head with a red turban and big bushy beard. hahahaha. Oh and apparently my gross ass roommate is no longer a virgin and that means she was either a.) uglier than he is b.) blind c.) to drunk to realize what she was doing or d.) a hooker lol

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